Twenty Nine

Today is my birthday and it feels like another day. Remember when you were a kid and you were excited about your birthday? You waited for gifts, cake and ice cream? Long gone are those days. If this were a year ago I would be indulging in cake, chocolate on chocolate to be exact. But I'm in a different place, a better place then I was a year ago.

This year I'm keeping a low profile, will be at home with my husband and kids, glad to be with them another year. Because when it comes down to it, that's all that matters.

A couple of weeks ago when I realized by birthday was coming up, I asked myself how I wanted year twenty nine to be. Twenty eight wasn't a very good year. It was a bag of mixed emotions, anger, sadness, cries, some happiness, but that was over shadowed by everything else. Im determined to have a better year, twenty nine will be my year if nothing else.

I'm already on a path to a better me, I'm working out, I'm eating better, I have cut people out, who want to judge me for petty things. Twenty nine will be the year of no bullshit, no matter what I have to do I will have no bullshit in my life. That goes for people, things, food ect.

Today is the start of the rest of my life, a better life, a better me.